note to self

think about how you can add drawings to make ‘em fun :•)

  • on making comics
  • the art i cannot recover
    • akagirls, old deviantart stuff
  • media roundup
    • or think about doing something like a quarterly update
  • communication strengths and weaknesses
  • a year+ on a slower internet
  • in defense of controversial fiction
  • language insecurities
  • girl, i sucked as a kid
  • dreams i’ve given up on and why
  • birthday letter excepts
  • language learning and cringe
  • stuff i’ve been doing lately and if it’s been effective or not
  • the most romantic movie ever (phantom thread)
  • my beef with instant messaging
  • stationery fetish
  • happy on my own
  • drink/talk/learn
  • OCs vs. OC/canon
    • discuss how developing oc/canon vs. totally just ur ocs is different… latter is hard bc “correct” feels nebulous, too many directions, choice paralysis, so hard to settle on something tht works n u like
    • “constraints” lend to more creative outcomes..
  • drawing motivation / reasons i draw that are not super respectable/profound
    • drawing as a friendmaking practice
    • drawing stuff that is sexy
    • discuss the hobby/career thing
  • pictures i held back from posting
  • customizing things to shit (i have to personalize everything i own or i’ll die)
  • developing taste
  • going through my shit is a love language (ppl try to Not be stalkery on social media but i really find it touching when someone looks at everything ive made and gives me thoughtful feedback)
  • strangers i’ve met
  • the baby question
  • i got bored of feeling sorry for myself
  • my male fantasy
    • basically phantom thread.
  • illustrated post called “i’m really bad at drawing my family and i hate it”
    • “his hair totally doesn’t look like that!!!!”
    • i could use their pics. oh but privacy. maybe i’ll yassify them
    • throughline: they are the people i want to remember most. i dont draw them bc i can’t capture them, and in not even trying, all the more i’m at risk of forgetting